She is my Weakness

Words to describe me; skinny ginger, musical, bit crazy, hippie in training. Currently in love with my Father God.
"If God is for us who can ever be against us?"

So I haven’t posted on here in a while cause to be honest I haven’t really had the time so today I decided that it’s time I started blogging again. And so the big thing that happened in my life this week is the fact that I finished my first year of uni yeah!!!!! Can’t believe that it was just under a year that I was doing A levels and trying to get into uni and a year later here I am sat in bed, in Leeds, finished my first year. So decided I’m gonna reminisce over the past year a bit.

So looking back at my first day at uni, in a room full of 140 students, not knowing a single person, it’s amazing how I managed to meet the most amazing friends ever. To think Jess and Katie were sat right behind me and that they would become my best mates at uni is crazy. And to meet Tom, Chris and Josh as well to become the six way supergroup is awesome and the fact I’ve got another 2 years at uni to spend with them is so cool, I can’t wait. I can’t wait to move into my house in a month with Tom, Jess and Josh it’s gonna be the most awesome house ever. All the people I’ve met at uni have been amazing.

Secondly, all the stuff I’ve learnt at uni is gonna help me so much in life. Not only have I learnt the techie stuff that’s part of my degree but the life skills I’ve learnt. I’ve become a completely different person. In September, come up to me and try and start a conversation and you’d not get much, but now I’m completely different and I will start the conversation with you. I’m more outgoing, talkative, confident, it’s amazing how 1 year at uni has changed me.

One of the other amazing things I’ve discovered while being at uni is Hope City. I always thought I’d find a church at uni but I never thought I’d find such an amazing one. I’ve always been a lazy person so walking half an hour to church in September, probably wouldn’t have happened. Now I can’t wait for church, and even as I write this I’m about to get ready to go to church. Serving in the church is even better and I can’t believe I’m willing to wake up early just to serve on a Sunday morning which would never happen at home. I’ve met so many people at Hope City, plenty that I know will be friends for life, and I’ve met people that I actually look up to and I know are there for me while I’m at uni. 

Finally probably the biggest highlight of my year at uni, (and I hope he doesn’t get too big headed) is finding John. Now I know it sounds cheesy that finding a boyfriend is the highlight of my year but it actually is. Even though I’ve made loads of friends, learnt so much and experienced so much finding him is probably a highlight of my life, not just my year. I’m gonna repeat myself about how much I love him cause it’s posted all over this blog but they say ‘time flies when you’re having fun’ and it seems like just yesterday that we were meeting and now we’ve been together nearly 3 months.

This year has definitely been the best year of my life and I can’t wait for it to continue :)

I’ve just realised what the date is and oh my days it’s been 2 months since me and John got together :O

Got a lot on my mind so I’m gonna do what I do when there’s a lot on my mind and post about it.

I’ve just got back from TNR otherwsise known as the most life changing weekend of my life.

I’ve just sat through over 24 hours of pure spiritual guiding and teaching that I will never forget. But 2 moments stick out for me as God spoke to me. The first was Dave Gilpin’s preach. The title of his message was ‘I’m sexy and I know it’ #loveit. He was talking about how there’s good sexy where you can be attracted to someone and yet still be civil and good about it and how’s there’s bad sexy where you have sexual temptation and give into it. Now I go on and on about John on here and recently to say there’s been a little bit of sexual tension is an understatement. And before this weekend I was on the brink of giving in and just letting it happen but after this message I’m gonna take a stand and not give in to temptation. Maybe it will happen before marriage but I just don’t think that right now is the right time to make such a big step.

So I’m sitting in the auditorium like wow God has just spoken to me about something big and then BOOM it gets bigger. Tonight James Macpherson spoke about remember God in your youth and how in your youth is the best time to make moves and to make impressions. And then after he started prophecising over the whole audience. He mentioned how people in buisness could change the world and how doctors could change the world. And then he mentioned how people in music and media will have the power to change and influence the world.

Now back story I’m at uni studying music production and I’ve never been 100% sure what I wanted to do after uni. I could go into studios, live sound, TV, radio, anything but tonight God told me what he wanted me to do.

Tonight God told me that by using music and the talents and gifts he has given me in music technology I can spread the word to people. As soon as James mentioned people using music and media 2 of the other students I know turned to me and said “Jen that’s you”. We were all prayed for and I don’t know who the woman was that prayed for me but I am so grateful because now I feel like I have the strength and courage to go forward and live out the plan that God has for me.

This weekend has been so life changing not only in the way I view my relationship but how I will live my life now that I know what exactly I am here to do.

PRAISE GOD!!!! :D

This song has been the anthem to my weekend for me and I plan to live by it;

And I’ll run into Your courts, With open arms I’ll come
Your voice is calling me, I heard You knocking on my heart
And my life won’t be the same, Cause I am forever changed
Your spirit’s guiding me, It’s leading me home

So exicted for this weekend.

Going to TNR in like half an hour so heading to Sheffield for the weekend. :DDD

Don’t know what it is about student finance and the need to buy at least 1 new item of clothing.

1st lot of money I bought skinny jeans

2nd lot of money I bought new boots

And today with the 3rd lot I just bought some new underwear

Just keep telling myself underwear is a human right and I need them

God I’m turning into her from confessions of a shopaholic :)

I always have notes on my desktop like what TV I need to watch and my uni work list but found this one yesterday. I officially have the cutest boyfriend ever :)

I always have notes on my desktop like what TV I need to watch and my uni work list but found this one yesterday. I officially have the cutest boyfriend ever :)

Decided to start watching Game of Thrones and let me tell what’s wrong with sleeping with your sister. EVERYTHING!!!!!!! WHY??????? Just so wrong

Yesterday Lawson annouced tour dates and they’re coming to Leeds ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! So me being me instantly tweeted about it like “Oh my days Lawson are in Leeds on my birthday!!!” Didn’t think anyone would pick up on it though.

WRONG

JOHN’S TAKING ME TO SEE LAWSON FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDD

Can’t believe how exicted I am to see them, last time I saw them was last year when they supported The Wanted on the Behind Bars tour but now I get to see them in their very own gig :D And on my birthday as well :DDD

Can’t wait to turn 19 and I can totally tell that this is gonna be an awesome birthday :D

And I passed another module of my degree with a first today wooooo :D